The day didn't go as planned

Today started out great but when one thing went wrong other things started to go wrong too. I believe that Murphy's Law does exist. The day before a holiday, my girlfriend's brother was hospitalized and I started to feel a cold coming. I just thought it was from the new air-conditioning. On the holiday, my girlfriend had to stay at the hospital with her brother and on top of that my cold was really bad. I really wanted to see her because I didn't see her for a couple of days but my head was pounding and I felt really dizzy. So I stayed home and we were going to see each other on the weekends if she had time.

Saturday came around and the day started out great and I got to meet her at 2 in the afternoon. We walked and talked and I held her hands but she brushed my hand away and so I went for her hand again. Usually I just laugh it off and just enjoy the company but for some reason that day I was very sensitive. I suddenly didn't talk as much and she noticed it. She asked me why I was upset. I told her it was nothing. She asked me again and I told her that it was because it's been a while since we met and she brushed off my hand when I tried to hold it. She said sorry and offered her hand. I in response acted sensitive by saying "it's ok, now I don't want to" She said "let's enjoy the short time we have on saturday" (because she had to go back to the hospital)

I was so stupid and acted like a child. We did finally talk about it and settle things. I will not ever act like that again. Perhaps it was because of my sickness, or my first day at my new job which caused me to act like that. However, I am not going to make excuses. I acted like a child that day and I regret it. I really love her and I don't know why I acted so foolishly. I will become a stronger individual.